You’re just a pest. You always manage to show up unannounced. Then you linger and cause so much confusion. You lead me on, and then you get quiet. Please just be consistent if you insist on staying. We’ve been in this cycle for years, and it’s time we fully commit. We need this. It will be good for us and I’m open if you are. I know…I’ve resisted you for years. But that’s because you were and still are very uncomfortable. A thorn in my side. Your persistence was offensive. Your intention always seemed unclear.
But perhaps your intention wasn’t unclear at all. Perhaps it’s been my negligence that’s caused the rift. Perhaps my avoidance was the catalyst to every hard-learned lesson. So now I’ll explain. Your truth was one I could not handle. I could not face you, and so I tucked you away. Or so I thought. Regardless, I now take full ownership.
I’d lost sight of the fact that you were and are the best part of me. You are me. My north star.
Our rift began when I settled. Became complacent. Afraid to make waves. I tried to take the easy route. And I certainly tried to look away when your vision for me was too big. When your vision for me looked nothing like who I was in the moment. I curved you whenever the work ahead seemed too daunting. When my definition of peace was influenced by others, and lacked context. The outcome of your nagging was too uncertain, so I remained in my comfort zone. But maybe if I had trusted your presence, I would have gotten here much sooner. Still, I’m here now. I feel you and am no longer afraid. I see all that you are. All that WE are. And I thank you. There will be no more hiding from your message. Because you’re my voice of reason. My momentum. My answer. You’re my center. My peace of mind. My protector. You see everything I can’t. My ever-evolving perspective. Baby, you are the vision.
And although I turned my back on you time and time again, you never left. You’re my soldier. My promise. An unconditional force. You keep me moving when the journey gets too cloudy. You’re the ‘I told you so’ that I need every now and again. You’re why I don’t make the same mistake twice. You keep me rising, yet humble. You’ve loved me before my mind did. You are the love that I’ve always needed. My intuition. How I wish I had truly seen you before. But I’m here now. I see you for all that you are and have always been. We’re together now. We’re a force now.
If you’re reading this, tell me - Are you together with Intuition?